The past came rushing back in broken fragments, flashing like a cruel reel in her mind. How her mother had always avoided speaking about her father. How that woman had suddenly fallen silent the moment his name slipped from her lips. Her own wedding. And then—Mukesh’s eyes. They hadn’t carried lust, but something deeper, something raw—pain, rage, and a hate that seemed older than time itself. Even her grandparents’ burning resentment toward her father lingered in those memories.
Her entire body trembled under the weight of a truth that was still incomplete, yet sharp enough to wound her. She didn’t want to believe it, but every sign, every silence, every glare—everything was stacked against her.
Feeling suffocated within the walls, she stepped out into the backyard, hoping the open air would bring her some relief. But the moment she inhaled, it felt as if invisible hands had wrapped tightly around her throat, strangling her breath. Her chest rose and fell unevenly, her body trembling uncontrollably. Desperate, she pressed her palms hard against her ears, trying to shut out the voices, the noise, the chaos—yet the sound still echoed inside her head, refusing to let her escape.
A sudden grip on her arm spun her around, and before she realized it, she stumbled straight into his chest. Her hands still pressed tightly over her ears, trying to block out the voices that wouldn’t stop echoing. She didn’t care about the world, about who stood before her—everything had faded except those haunting words.
Then, slowly, his hands came over hers, covering her ears as if to shield her from the very sounds she was running from. That warmth, that protective weight, forced her to look up. And when her tear-filled eyes finally met his, her breath hitched. Guru.
The story of the child pounded in her head—Sanjay’s merciless words replaying again and again. She searched Guru’s eyes, trying to find something hidden there. And she saw it. The agony of a boy who once stood frozen, watching his mother being torn apart, hearing her cries, powerless as she was destroyed before his eyes. The boy who had then watched her die.
His lips moved softly, as though he was calling out to her, but she couldn’t hear him. All she could hear was Sanjay’s voice, telling the story of the broken boy who now stood in front of her.
“I’m sorry…” she whispered, the apology spilling out as if it belonged to her,
He stilled, confusion flickering across his face, not understanding why she would apologize to him. His thumb gently swept away the tears clinging to her skin, the warmth of his touch steady, unyielding. But before his hand could cradle her face, she pulled back—not out of anger, not because she hated him, but because shame held her hostage.
Her voice shook as the words tumbled out, almost choking her. “Mujhe lagta tha tum sab bure ho… monster, devil, pata nahi kya kya… but the thing is, the evil was in my own house. Aur main hi thi jo usse protect kar rahi thi.”
[“I used to think you all were bad… monsters, devils, I don’t even know what not… but the truth is, the real evil was in my own house. And it was me who was protecting him.”]
Her chest heaved as the weight of that confession left her lips. The bitterness wasn’t only for her father but —it was for herself too. For the blind faith she had given to the man who had destroyed so many lives, including Guru’s.
Guru stepped forward, but she instinctively moved back, her voice trembling as her guilt poured out.
“Mujhe lagta tha tum sab selfish ho… par aaj mujhe realise hua ki mujhse zyada selfish koi hai hi nahi. Jis maa ne mujhe itne saalon tak apne husband se door rakha… unke marne ke baad main seedha yaha aa gayi. Ek baar bhi nahi socha ki mumma ne mujhe sabse door kyun rakha. Paglon ki tarah unke jaane ke baad yaha aa gayi. Ek mahine mein maine apni mumma ko replace kar diya… us aadmi ko apna maa, baap, bhagwan sab maan liya. Mumma ke jaane ke baad kuch soojha hi nahi… bas sar pe kisi ka haath chahiye tha, aur main yaha aa gayi.”
[“I used to think you all were selfish… but today I realized there’s no one more selfish than me. The mother who kept me away from her husband all these years… after her death, I just came here without once thinking why she had done that. Like a fool, after she was gone, I came here. In just one month I replaced my mother… made that man my parent, my god, my everything. After she was gone, I couldn’t think of anything… I just needed someone’s hand over my head, and so I came here.”]
Her voice cracked, guilt dripping from every word, as if she was peeling open her own wounds in front of him.
“Sochti thi sab meri tarah tumse nafrat karte honge… phir mandir mein woh aurat mili. Woh mujhe bilkul pasand nahi karti thi… main sochti rehti aisa kyun. Aaj pata chala… kyunki mere papa ne unse unki poti cheen li… sirf terah saal ki thi woh…”
[“I used to think everyone hated you like I did… then I met that woman at the temple. She didn’t like me at all… I kept wondering why. Today I found out… because my father snatched away her granddaughter… she was only thirteen years old.”]
Her voice broke with the last words, and she collapsed into sobs, her body shaking as though the truth itself was too heavy for her to carry.
Guru’s eyes fluttered shut, the sound of her confession piercing deeper Hearing it from her mouth—her fragile, guilt-ridden voice—was both unbearable and shattering.
Guru couldn’t bear to hear her anymore. Every word from her lips was like a knife, and watching her shatter in front of him was unbearable. His chest tightened, and before he could stop himself, he stepped closer, arms lifting, trying to pull her into the safety of his embrace.
But she pushed him away.
This time, it wasn’t hate for him. It wasn’t rejection of him. It was her own disgust—her hatred for herself—that made her recoil. As if allowing him to hold her would taint him, as if her touch had become impure because of the blood she carried in her veins.
He hid her in his arms as though the world itself might snatch her away if he loosened his grip. To him, she wasn’t just fragile—she was sacred. Every sob that escaped her chest tore through him, yet he only held her tighter, caging her against himself like she was the last piece of life he could never afford to lose. She collapsed in his embrace, breaking apart completely, as though every burden she had carried all this time had finally reached its limit and shattered.
She let him take her all pain away.
He didn’t speak. He didn’t soothe her with hollow words. He simply held her, his arms strong, unyielding, his silence more comforting than anything else could have been.
But inside him, a storm raged. Comforting someone felt like a language he had never been taught—because no one had ever spoken it to him. The memory clawed at him mercilessly: the night his world ended, when he watched his mother being torn apart. He hadn’t hugged her then. He had been a trembling boy, paralyzed by fear, while she wept alone in her pain. And when she left him forever, no arms had been there to catch him, no one had held him as he broke.
But she did. When he was about to break once again, she held him—not by pulling him into her arms, but by simply sitting beside him in that prayer for his mother. She hadn’t needed to hug him; her quiet presence had been enough. That day, when her hand slipped gently over his, something inside him shifted.
That single touch had carried more strength than any embrace ever could. It had told him, without words, that the burden he had been carrying all these years was no longer his to bear alone. In that silence, in that small act, she had given him something no one else ever had—safety. And it had been enough to keep him standing
His throat tightened, his eyes stung—but today, he refused to make the same mistake. His hands trembled as they clutched her tighter, his chest heaving as though his own breath depended on hers. That day, he hadn’t hugged the woman who had been most precious to him. But tonight… tonight he would not let this woman drown in her tears. Because she wasn’t just precious. She was more than precious.
It was true—he had done wrong by marrying her forcefully. It was true—she never deserved any of it. And deep inside, he regretted it, every moment, every wound he had caused her. Because no matter how much darkness lived inside him, one truth burned stronger than anything else: she didn’t deserve it. She never did.
He hugged her tightly, as if he could take away all her pain just by holding her closer. Every tear of hers felt like it was cutting through him, and it hurt in ways he couldn’t explain. His hand moved gently over her hair, slow, steady strokes, trying to calm the storm inside her.
She was never at fault—he knew that. The blame belonged elsewhere. And yet, somewhere deep down, he knew he was a part of her suffering too. That truth burned in him, and he hated himself for it.
In this moment, when the whole world felt against her, she let herself break in his arms—the only place she could, and as he held her, he finally understood the truth he had been running from: this was love.

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