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Fallen in red

Bhai… ye bhabhi ke kamre se mila.” (Brother… this was found in sister-in-law’s room.)

Guru’s movements stilled. His broad shoulders, usually stiff with anger and command, twitched slightly as Soori’s words echoed in the air. He turned his head just enough to glance over his shoulder — not fully, just a look — the kind that carried more emotion than any words could.

Soori hesitated before extending his hand. A small folded letter… and an anklet. Her anklet.

The moment it slipped into Guru’s rough palm, something inside him cracked. His fingers froze, tightening around the delicate piece of silver as though he feared it would vanish if he breathed too hard. His eyes — once cold, unreadable — softened with an unfamiliar tremor. He stared at it for long, silent seconds… maybe minutes. The way his thumb traced the small bells, it almost looked like he was memorizing their touch. Each faint chime echoed something he had buried deep — something painfully human.

That hardened jaw of his clenched once, then loosened. His throat moved as he swallowed the sudden weight that rose from his chest. It was strange… a man who had seen death without blinking now looked like someone trying not to break apart over a piece of jewelry.

His gaze fell to the paper. Words… lines he couldn’t read. For the first time in his life, the realization hit him — he was illiterate. And it hurt. Not because of shame, but because her last words, whatever they were, were beyond his reach.

She knew he couldn’t read. She knew it… yet she wrote something anyway. She left behind her anklet — something she’d never part with unless it meant something deep.

Guru’s breath trembled as he looked at it again, his thumb brushing over the bells one more time. A faint smile — fragile, pained — tugged at the corner of his lips. It wasn’t joy… it was longing. The kind that reminds you how much someone mattered only after they’re gone.

Someone precious.

How she became so precious to him was still a question even he couldn’t answer. When? How? What happened that made him lose his mind over her? He had hated her — genuinely, completely. Her stubbornness irritated him, her constant arguing, her fearless defiance, the way she always tried to slip out of his control — everything about her used to drive him insane.

But somewhere between all that chaos, something shifted. Her tantrums stopped feeling like rebellion; they started feeling… alive. Her fighting spirit, once infuriating, became something he unconsciously admired. The same girl he once wanted to silence had somehow started silencing the rage inside him — and he didn’t even realize when it happened.

After his mother’s death, the house had turned into a graveyard of memories — cold, empty, and unbearably quiet. The walls that once carried her laughter now echoed with silence. The air was heavy, as if it too had given up breathing. Every corner reeked of loss; every creak of the floor reminded him he was alone. It wasn’t a home anymore — just a ruin wearing the skin of one.

But the day she walked in, something shifted. It wasn’t dramatic, just… quiet magic. Her footsteps stirred the still air; her voice broke the silence that had ruled for years. The walls that had forgotten warmth suddenly began to listen again. Without a single lamp, the rooms glowed. Without music, the place began to hum softly — as if her presence had whispered life back into it.

For the first time in years, the house smiled. And for the first time in years, so did he.

It was never about her beauty. He had seen women far more beautiful than her — faces painted in perfection, eyes trained to please, voices soft and practiced. But she was different. There was something raw, something painfully real about her that drew him in without his consent.

Maybe it began that day. After that one incident, when she — without a trace of anger, resentment, or selfishness — sat beside him during the prayer for his mother. He had ruined something precious of hers, her mother’s anklet, yet she chose to be there. Quiet, calm, sincere… praying for a woman she barely knew.

That moment had done something to him. It was as if, for the first time, he saw her not as the girl who defied him, but as someone who carried a heart far more selfless than his own. His chest had tightened that day, not with fury, but with something softer — something that terrified him because he didn’t understand it.

The whole night he couldn’t sleep. Her image kept returning to him — her face illuminated by the faint light of the temple lamps, her hands folded in prayer, her eyes lowered in peace. He couldn’t forget it. That day, something inside him changed forever. He realized she wasn’t just beautiful on the outside… she was beautiful where it mattered most.

He knew he was falling. Helplessly, uncontrollably falling for someone he was supposed to hate.

He knew it — if he loved her, he would lose the war.

If he loved her, the world would despise him.

If he loved her, they would call him weak… a coward.

But even after knowing every consequence that waited for him, he still chose her. He accepted it all — the hatred, the defeat, the scars — because his heart simply refused to turn back.

Loving her wasn’t a mistake anymore. It was destiny. It was madness. It was the endgame — and he was ready to lose everything just to keep her.

Every time he saw her eyes glisten with unshed tears, something in him twisted painfully. The mere thought of danger touching her made his blood run wild.

He knew it too well — if he dared to love her, he would lose everything he’d ever fought for. His power, his pride, his name — all of it would crumble the moment he chose her.

If he loved her, the world would sneer. They would call him weak, foolish… a coward. The man who once ruled hearts would be reduced to a slave of his own.

But even knowing all that, he still chose her. Not once, not twice — but every single time his heart beat her name. He accepted the hatred, the downfall, the scars, because walking away from her felt worse than death.

His heart refused to retreat. Loving her wasn’t just a choice anymore — it was his fate, his rebellion, his surrender. Loving her felt like losing the world… but winning his soul.

But someone had said the truth: love demands sacrifice. The moment he saw her running for her life — the jagged scars on her skin, the tremor in her step — even the thought that someone had dared to touch her, to hurt her, twisted something raw and furious inside him. He felt the urge to burn the whole world down for her, to tear out every hand that reached for her.

And yet, in the same breath of rage, a colder realization settled: he could not let her stay with him. Not because he wanted her gone, but because his world was a battlefield and his presence would only drag her deeper into the blood. Loving her meant choosing between owning her and protecting her; and protection now demanded the most brutal sacrifice of all — letting her go.

Letting her go meant breaking the only hug that ever brought warmth to him — the one that silenced his storms and made him forget the darkness he came from. It meant erasing the presence that kept him breathing, killing the joy that reminded him he was still human.

It meant turning off the music that had filled his silent house, the laughter that made the walls feel alive again. Letting her go wasn’t just losing her — it was like tearing out the only heartbeat that ever made his world feel alive.

He never knew saying goodbye could hurt this much — until today. From a distance, he watched her leave, every step pulling her further away, and yet he couldn’t move. He didn’t dare run to her, didn’t dare hold her one last time, because his heart already knew the truth — if he touched her, if he so much as whispered how important she was to him, his heart would never let her go.

So he stood there, silently breaking apart, watching his reason for living walk away… and for the first time, he realized that sometimes love isn’t about holding on — it’s about letting go, even when it kills you inside.

To the world, he was the man who fell for his mother’s killer’s daughter — a love that sounded like sin. But for him, it was never about her bloodline. He loved the woman she was — the one who brought light into his endless darkness.

“Bhai…”

[“Brother…”]

“Bhaiii…”

[“Brother…”]

“Huh?” Guru’s voice was low, distracted.

“Bhai… train aur saari bus ja chuki hai… aur Purab bhai se koi baat nahi ho paayi, unka phone band bata raha hai…”

[“Brother… the train and all the buses have already left… and we couldn’t reach Purab bhai, his phone is switched off…”]

Guru’s eyes narrowed. Something didn’t feel right.

“...Aur Sahil?”

[“And Sahil?”]

Silence.

Soori looked down, unable to answer. That was enough for Guru to understand.

“Tum dono yahan se jao,” he said firmly, standing up, voice carrying quiet authority. “Aisi jagah jao jahan tum logon ko koi dhoondh na paaye.”

[“You both leave this place. Go somewhere no one can ever find you.”]

“Par bhai, aap—”

[“But brother, you—”]

Soori stopped mid-sentence as soon as Guru turned toward him. The look in Guru’s eyes said everything — this wasn’t up for discussion.

“Sahil chup nahi baithega…” Guru muttered, his tone calm but edged with steel. “Aur uska jo bhi hisaab hai… woh apun se hai.”

[“Sahil won’t sit quietly… and whatever score he has to settle, it’s with me.”]

The silence that followed was louder than words — and far heavier.

He looked at the anklet and the letter one last time. Then he gently placed them in her pocket, close to his heart.

Guru pressed his foot harder on the accelerator, the jeep roaring through the dark road. He tried calling Purab again, but the line was still dead — switched off. A strange uneasiness began crawling up his spine. Something was wrong… terribly wrong.

Without wasting another second, he dialed Jai and Soori.  To Check the station. Nowhe ordered sharply before hanging up, his tone leaving no room for questions.

The night blurred past him as he sped toward the railway station, his heartbeat matching the rhythm of the engine — fast, unsteady, dangerous. But then… something caught his eye.

For a moment, he thought his mind was playing tricks on him. But when the jeep’s headlights cut through the darkness, his eyes widened — she was there. Avni.

He yanked the steering wheel hard, the tires screeching as the jeep turned sharply and came to a halt with a violent jerk. His chest tightened as his gaze locked on the scene before him.

She stood in the middle of the deserted road, trembling, her forehead bruised, cheeks marked with pain. Her mouth was gagged with a cloth, her hands tied behind her. And right behind her stood Sahil — his hand gripping her waist teasingly,  his chin resting on her shoulder like he owned her.

Guru stepped out of his jeep, his eyes locked on Avni, completely oblivious to the sudden flash of lights from the jeeps and cars behind Sahil, revealing his men who had been hiding in the shadows. But he didn’t care—this was nothing new. The only thing that mattered was her.

His fists clenched at the sight of the bruise on her face, at Sahil’s hands on her body. His shirt was still soaked in blood , his eyes burning with rage—but now there was something else layered over it: care, fear, a fierce protectiveness that rooted him to the spot.

Avni could only stare at him. She hated that Sahil was holding her, hated it with every fiber of her being—but she couldn’t do anything. One wrong move, one act of defiance, and the consequences would fall on Guru, brutally.

Guru froze — a cold knot tightening in his chest — when he saw the gun Sahil had leveled at Avni’s waist. That single movement stopped him from even reaching for his own weapon. Sahil’s men shoved him forward, closing the circle like predators

their boots humming against loose gravel, breath loud in the night. Sahil savored the moment, dragging the muzzle up from her breast to press it against her forehead. “Soch raha hoon ise maaru?” [“You think I should kill her?”]

he drawled. “Ya phir yahin in sab logon ke samne apna birthday gift dikha doon…?”

[“Or should I show everyone my birthday gift right here…?”]

[“You know I won’t kill her, right? And you also know what I’ll do, don’t you?”]

The words hung in the air like a threat carved into stone, and for a second the world narrowed to the barrel and the trembling of Avni’s breath.

“Tune ek kadam aage badhaya toh main ise maar dunga… yeh mat sochna ki main ek zinda aur murda ladki mein fark karunga. Ise marne ke baad bhi iske pair failane mein mujhe bilkul time nahi lagega, Guru…”

(“If you take one more step forward, I’ll kill her… Don’t even think I care about the difference between a living or a dead girl. Even after she’s dead, it won’t take me a second to spread her legs, Guru…”)

Sahil’s smirk stretched wider, pure malice gleaming in his eyes as he tilted his head, watching Guru with cruel amusement. “Mere baap ne kaha tha ki Guru woh cheez hai jo sath ho toh poori duniya ghutno pe aa jaaye… par aisa koi bana nahi hai jo Guru ko ghutno pe laa sake.” ["My father used to say that Guru is the kind of man who can make the whole world kneel… but no one’s ever been born who can make him kneel."]

His voice dripped arrogance as he raised the gun, pressing his finger on the trigger. “Mujhse apne ghutno pe girkar maafi mang, Guru… abhi. Warna iska khel yahin khatam.” ["Get on your knees and beg me for forgiveness, Guru… right now. Or her story ends here."]

The metallic click echoed like thunder in the air. Avni flinched, her heart stopping mid-beat as her eyes shut tight. The darkness behind her eyelids pulsed with fear. Her mind screamed, her breath caught in her throat — she could almost feel the bullet waiting for her.

And then… silence.

When she finally opened her eyes, everything around her blurred — her vision trembled, her pulse roared in her ears — and then she saw him.

Guru.

Just moments ago, he had looked like death itself — the same man who had walked through fire, his hands stained with another man’s blood, his eyes burning with a cold fury that made him look less human, more monster. The kind of man no one dared to cross.

But now… now he was on his knees.

Her eyes widened, her breath shattered. Sahil’s laughter echoed in the background, loud and taunting, but Avni didn’t hear a single note of it. The world had gone soundless — muffled — as if someone had torn away every other noise except the pounding of her own heart.

Her gaze wouldn’t move. Her ears wouldn’t listen. Her whole being — her eyes, her heart, her soul — was stuck on him.

The same man who had killed without blinking, who showed no mercy, was now kneeling before his enemy… for her.

His head was bowed, shoulders trembling slightly, and in that moment — he didn’t look like a monster. He looked like a man who had traded every ounce of pride, every piece of rage, every scar of his past — just to protect her.

Avni’s throat tightened, tears blurring her vision. Her fingers trembled against her lips. Watching him kneel — this man who didn’t fear God, blood, or death — it broke something deep inside her.

Those same bloodstained hands — once made to destroy — now trembled on the cold ground, begging fate to spare her.

“Kisi ne sahi kaha hai… log pyar mein andhe ho jaate hain,” Sahil sneered, his voice dripping with cruel amusement, eyes glinting with the kind of satisfaction only a devil could enjoy.

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